My Human Body.

Hello readers of the internet.
I should have to apologise for my lack of updates on this blog. I made a deal with myself to update as frequent as I could and it's very evident I haven't fulfilled this task. Nevertheless, it is better to have something to write, then to ponder at the homepage and click off.

Lately I have been contemplating what I should place on this part of the internet and the truth is, I don't really know. For a long while, my personal problems have been getting to me a great a deal and I've sort of been going through a phase where I'm not particularly really seeing or listening to life; I've been entirely numb. I haven't really taken in any moments or even my entire day because as much as my body has been committing to certain actions, my mind hasn't. In a very peculiar manner, I've not been capable of identifying reality; I often find myself judging my own existence at certain times or places  and I know in just that, that I haven't been my average self.

Hopefully I'm capable of gathering myself together because my concentration has lacked a great amount and now I've spent my entire day in more then just sadness but illness, tears and negativity.

It's all a little negative for my liking; humans have a knack for choosing everything that is wrong for them. It seems that these words fit my persona rather well. I couldn't be capable of describing my self with one adjective.

I've also just read my post and notice already I'm steering onto other subjects and I know now there is a lot that is bothering me. So before I kind of blab about my erratic emotions, I shall finish my post here.

Stay Well.

R x