November.

Ireland,
I've lately been in stuck in a lingo situation.

I don't want to lie and say I haven't visited my blog numerous times, because the truth is I have and I'm trying to look at others for inspiration, but what is unfortunate is that at the moment, I have lost quite a lot of motivation and I'm not entirely sure why.

For quite a couple of days, I've been looking at things and not really seeing; I've been very evidently just wondering, whilst not really walking and working without doing.

"One might be alive does that mean their necessarily living.''

I feel the above quote is a fairly accurate description; If I'm being entirely honest, it's probably a sentence I would use to describe this year as a whole.

Yet what is so bizarre is throughout this year I have made the most immaculate progress and I myself have greatened as a person, however some how normally I am overwhelmed only by the negativity in my life.

But I do want to say that it isn't as aggressive as it once was, in fact it's rather soft and for this I'm incredibly thankful.

So yes whilst I am not hurting, I am numb, but I am doing much better and for that, I will continue.