Christmas.

Well hello there stranger.

Happy Christmas!
That sounds absurd to say as I feel this year has gone achingly fast, very much like the last one...I'm not the only one whom thinks this right? I hope not.

It was just weeks ago that I turned 20 and now it seems the new year wants to come upon us also. Is it possible to contact the doctor and you know, ask him to kind a put a hold on things?.

I guess these sort of thoughts make you consider your time a little more and how you spend your days - I'm not the one to say 'Oh life is so long, you have plenty of time' but I am certainly am a firm believer that it could be taken away from you in seconds.

Well wasn't that just a smack in the face? A little daunting but I'm afraid entirely true and honestly, I'm glad I think that way as it makes me feel as time is a lot more precious, therefore I should think about it wisely!

Any who, these past few weeks have been far from a doddle! My mind has been on the go 24/7 to keep me from having those off days, which in theory has led me to exhaustion. Nevertheless, I'm quite content with how I am; not happy, but I am content. I am alright with things should I say.

I guess Christmas causes you to reminisce and discuss your life with others and for many, it is considered a rather lovely thing to do, but I'm not entirely sure I can agree. I guess my bundle of negativity isn't really appreciated at such a wonderful time of the year (this is sort of where I say I need to keep my mouth shut) how ever, it is a learning aspect that I slowly do learn from in time.

Despite the negativity towards christmas, my cheer and joy has been entirely different this year and it's honestly been very refreshing. It's good for this change to be with me because there hasn't been a great deal and well, I'm rather fond of it.

R -
Merry Christmas xo