Remember me.

It surely goes without saying that whenever I open my blogger, I find myself often signing out again because I can't quite seem to come out with something interesting to write. 
I in no way wanted to be similar to other bloggers and discuss smaller things, or in fact post similar things purely because that is what their occupation describes them to do.
If you're wondering, I'm not a full time blogger but my reason for creating this blog in the first place was so I was capable of documenting my journeys and day to day life; not only that but I wanted to (despite some posts being possibly short)to know that within each post I created I could find a little memory or bowl of satisfaction within the words.
To say it in a sentence: I want to look back, review what I see and be remotely happy. It isn't anything to do with expectations or goals that I have written down, but just to feel a change within my moods.

Not to mention that I would like viewers to come over to my blog and see that I'm actually rather interested in what I type or what I discuss. 

The one goal I did have for this year was to post more on this blog but along with that, for the sake of my recovery, I made a promise that when ever I had the chance, instead of writing down my inner hateful thoughts, I should boast about the positivity I had a certain day and write it down.
Now for some it could be seen as strange because to many it is important to acknowledge both the good things and the bad things, then be accepting of them. But for the majority of my life, the only thing I was ever capable of doing, was noting down every sad moment I had endured.
For me, yes noting down that I felt even the smallest amount of happiness was by far the largest leap I have taken in over 10 years.

Maybe now when I'm at my lowest and I come to write a poem which solely reflects on how I'm truthfully feeling, this time at the end I can write down a moment that will advise me to say 'Remember me instead.'