Hello April!

Well hello lovelies!
I'm not entirely sure why but I feel as if I have been heavily deprived from blogger; my time used to be fixed on book reviews and then I realise, thats very much all I appear to do on here, so I'm definitely aiming to change that!
I spend a lot of time trying to think of what I can write on here which others may find a little enlightening, to then realise 'Why not just write and see what happens?'
A lot of us come upon the realisation that sometimes we do our best work when we don't realise it, so why not just write a post on the day, on those thoughts, to see how it comes out? Yes, right.

The month of April is here and might I say that in England we've been beautifully introduced as we have been greeted with a large yellow thing in the sky, which to some of us is almost frightening and weirdly confusing. (Sense my humour there? ha-ha)
I feel the Easter weekend has been timed to perfection and I've never seen so many noises whilst being in the garden (All positive ones I assure you!) It isn't very normal to see England mobile or even remotely active because who the hell wants to do things when rain is pouring every where? (Let me tell you it's half the bloody population)

So, I'm writing this whilst sat in my dining room, with the the doors wide open whilst my two favourite creatures are bounding around the garden like idiots - I want to give a small summary to the month of March and that's mostly just to face what I have done to then move onto this extraordinary month!
I have to say it did not go pleasantly well; it had begun with me being rather eager to then end it with me bitter fully regretting so much. A lot of my actions last month haven't done me too well and some have been a spur of the moment simply because I wanted to get out, but now I realise my fault and I'm trying to work on it! (Progress WAHOO!)
I notice that despite my pile of honesty, I'm not VERY honest with the people I call home and that is a normal thing for some of us but I'm beginning to see it as a very bad problem, as well as an unhealthy one!

This new month I am very determined to kickstart my happiness again because who on earth wants to be sour? Well, no one does but I'm feeling wonderfully courageous and I'm going to attempt to remind myself what I do have, whilst also looking into meditation (Oh la la!)

Happy Easter my sweethearts!
x