I would go further.

I would go further,
but yes you hold me down.
I would go further,
But you cause me to frown.

I've hit a time in my life, where you can no longer be ignored,
But I'm beginning to think, that I can not be cured.
I sit in pity and wonder how do I carry on?
I wish nothing more, then for you to be gone.

I feel as if I'm going to die, that I will always fade,
Become invisible and disappear without a trace.

Yet hundreds tell me 'wow you should stick around',
But with each aching second, I'm buried to the ground,
Because with each word and each laugh that you eject,
A section inside me, slowly becomes wrecked.
With your promise, you begin to change,
Forget about me and that becomes strange.
Because with your meaning and with your voice,
I become convinced and make a choice,
That life is unstoppable and can not be guaranteed,
And nothing is certain then you change what you need.
But don't let me take you, you're not to blame,
You probably couldn't save me and that is okay.